could it be a metamorphosis?

all 5 of you... okay more like 2..of.. you.. may have noticed that my blog has changed a lot lately. not with new and exciting posts, but with a bunch of different attempts at creating my own design.

deciding on what form my blog will take is a whole lot of pressure. it's like trying to figure out what to wear down the red carpet without a stylist and then the kicker is that i happen to be a stylist, but i don't really trust my own style. how am i going to express me?

the past couple of years have been interesting a lot of ups and downs, mostly downs... but i think i've gone through some major changes. i'm not sure as of yet where i've ended up, but in the words of my niece emi..."she went through a metamorphosis!"and that is quite possibly true.

intervention?

i was doing a bit of tyding up today.... um, i might be in need of an intervention. at least i plan on some recycling. (yes, they're empty.)

Hoarder Dies After Becoming Lost in Maze of His Own Trash

http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,477873,00.html

now that i've moved my office to my home, the temptation is to never ever leave again and to hoard random items and soda cans in order to create my own "lair"....

but just remember to check on me every now and then.